I felt like I'd be doing this thread an injustice without posting a pic of the hot sauce shelf in my fridge. Some of the other greats in this photo are El Yucateco (green) and Hula Girl Chipotle Habanero. Both are two of my all time favorites.... and no hot sauce collection would ever be complete without some Franks red hot for buffalo sauce and a squeeze bottle of sriracha.
I went through the same thing rather recently and things came up better in the end. The job market isn't what it was 10 years ago but it's much better than it was 5 years ago. Keep your head up, it's not the end of the road, just a speed bump.