@canman1976 - My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family. I pray for your strength during this very difficult time. Amen.
I was close to my G-ma too. She was my best friend growing up. No one understood me like my G-ma. When I went to visit her in my teenage years, she always felt like I needed cash. So she would fold up what ever money she had and SNEEK and put it in my hand or pocket when no one else was looking. I wouldn't dare tell her I didn't want/need her money. LOL - I smiled sharing this with you man. I know its tough now but think of all the wonderful memories of her and she will be with you forever.